Monday, September 26, 2005:
hmmm. what can i say about today. went out after school to btp to study with claire abi and kaye. met their church friends maurice (who is totally clueless about math) and dean who came when me and kaye left. LOL. that was funny.
but anyway. kaye left some stuff in class and she wanted to get it cos it was quite important, so i left with her. then we ended up talking about alot of stuff like how hard it is to be a christian, and going to church and stuffs. it was quite a good talk and i feel really enlightened. (: well i shared with her some stuffs that i've learnt recently, so maybe i'll share it now. god doesnt need you to be ashamed of what you've done against him. he doesnt want you to feel guilt. all he wants you to do is ask him for forgiveness, and be humble and truthful before him. god wants you to know that you are worthy, not unworthy. he wants you to know that his grace surpasses all understanding, and his forgiveness no one can fathom.
so. dont think that god's expectations of you are that high. he just wants you to love him like he loves you, unfailing, never wavering, and stubborn. he wants to be put first in your life. is it really difficult to do that? being a christian isnt easy, you're always subjected to the worries of this world, but god said,
" do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink, or your body, what you wear... your heavenly father knows that you need them. but seek first his kingdom and his righteousness and all these things will be given to you as well." matthew 6 v.25, 32, 33 all you have to do is put him first in your life, make it your priority to place him first. nobody said its going to be a breeze. but if your focus is right, your life is right. and you know what? the rules of god surpasses all rules on earth. so dont fear. god is with you. amen?
AMEN.
yeah. so. anyway. colossians, philippians, ephesians and galatians are really good books, go read it if you all have the time. yupp.
thinking of going to BRMC this sun with abi so that we can end church earlier and study. good idea? i dont know. hmmm. i'll decide later. better do some more work.
"When you were dead in your sins and in the uncircumcision of your sinful nature God made you alive with Christ. He forgave us all our sins, 14having canceled the written code, with its regulations, that was against us and that stood opposed to us; he took it away, nailing it to the cross." -
col 2:13-14You are my source and my salvation
Nothing compares to You
All of my days, I long to know You more
Holy Spirit pour down like water
I'm hungry for Your touch
Each breath I take, I give my
all to You
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my source
a shout of praise.
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